Busy

Busy and preoccupied. Two words that seem to mean the same thing, but they don't.
Busy is just that you have things to do.
Preoccupied means something is consuming you.

I am busy.
I want to be preoccupied.

I realized last Friday that I want to do something else.
Have passion for something.

Something that may be right or wrong, but at least it will teach me something.
Something new.