Monday, February 15, 2016

Darkest before the dawn

I was walking in UP when my playlist played this.
Now, I've heard this a hundred or so times. But listening to it again tonight along with a few songs of the same genre and sentiment, I began to feel sad.
Then I remembered the time my heart got broken right after high school, that thing called first love.
I started crying, remembering all the pain I had to face every day. How I read myself to sleep. How I woke up every day with my spirit broken.
How it took me years to feel better and function fully again. How I had to deal with a lot of hits at that phase of my life.
Looking back, I am thankful that I went through intense pains and fears early in life. They made me tough.

Now, can I fall in love again, please?

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